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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 9:17:00 PM
"Why do you think I should woo you in scorn?"
I don't understand why people do this. Some even do this. Is it reliable to voice out true feelings like this, really? What can anyone get from it? Singaporeans like to complain. The kids, the adolescence, the grown-ups, the elderly. In this environment it's really hard to communicate to the ones you want to so much. You reach out and try and grasp their hearts, but in the end you're just tripping on your own two feet. Exactly what is the point? I shun from it. I'm disgusted by it. I'm horrified by it. It's unbelievable. We lie, you lie, everyone lies. Nobody's perfect. We break easily. Just by opening our useless mouths saying, "Stupid fat pig." can lead to hostility, an outbreak of violence and a stupid, silly, outrageous neverending cold war. Why exactly are there even humans in this world? "We" always talk peace and about a war-free world. The world is calm, it's harmless, it's actually peaceful. But what lies within it is what greatly troubles us fragile humans. On the outside, we are so happy. So happy until even I don't even know who I am anymore. Inside, we are weaklings. We cannot face the fact that we are that breakable. Just an atomic bomb has the ability to kill millions of people. MILLIONS?! Where do we stand a chance?! Why do humans take everything for granted? I have long failed to be a good human. Oh just what is "human" anyway? Oh I know, the fact that we can kill things not WORTHY of our sympathy just because they cannot talk means we are humans?! I am almost ashamed to be human. With people around which are worse than the lowliest of "beasts", I'm not surprised if the world does end soon. SO WHAT if you are rich, SO WHAT if you have the "best things in life"? It's all a vision of perfection, a big fat lie- an ILLUSION. WHERE ARE YOUR MORAL VALUES?! I hate people like that. I despise worms.. though they have done me no wrong. I'm referring to the damnest of the damned.
I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE. STOP USING THESE THINGS TO GET OUT OFF YOUR MISERY. WHOEVER YOU ARE WHO LOVES TO CRITICISE PEOPLE ON YOUR "PERSONAL SPACE" LIKE THAT, TALK TO THEM! FOR GOODNESS' SAKE - YOU HAVE A MOUTH! TALK. TO. THEM! I hate doing this. I cannot believe I am. It's so pathetic. Seriously. I feel like I am actually one of them who do it. Doing the same thing as them just to stop them from doing it. How intellectual of me.
I cannot think of other ways. Please. Stop. If you don't.. well..
The exams are here. I want to work hard.
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